Tuesday, November 30, 2010

We fight.
We only fight because we're afraid of losing each other.
There's never a week without fighting but it's what brings us closer, it's what makes memories with us.
We can be disappointed in one another, we can be ecstatic with each other but we both know we love each other and nothing will change us but make us stronger.

I'm sorry that I've ever hurt you.
I'm sorry if I ever depended on you more than I should.

I never want to hurt you.
To be quite honest, you're what I look forward to every day.
I don't know what I would do if I didn't have you in my life.

Me: We need a resolution.
Him: That we do. Leaving isn't one of them though.
Me: I hate to bring it up but one day, one of us is going to leave eah other... and that day will hurt more than it does now.
Him: Death is an inevitablity, unfortunately, yes.
Him: But we'll cross that bridge when we come to it.
Him: Or blow it up and stay on the other side.
Me: So you're saying you refuse to let me go
Him: lol, not to sound all uber controlling and molding....but somewhat, yes.

Thank you for being that person who is going to be there forever and always. What you said meant the world to me.

Thank you for holding me closer when I was banging on your chest.

Forgive me?
& I will try to be open to you more and I'll try to squash whatever is going on right then and there and not run from you.