Dear Nick,

We've known each other for a couple years and this past year and a half, I've enjoyed your company more than ever.

You're my best friend and the person I can go to for anything and what separates you from the rest is that throughout anything, you're there for me.

If you're partying, you always pick up your phone to make sure I'm okay.

If I'm down and out, you are always there to cheer me up and make me smile.

If I'm happy about something, and you already know about it, you still act happy for me instead of raining on my parade.

We've been through a lot, surprisingly and you still haven't lost your patience with me.

We had our first semi-argument earlier and I was wrong for it. I shouldn't of got mad at you but shortly after I made that comment, I looked towards the future and saw it without you and it hurt so I felt the need to apologize and you didn't respond, so I knew I messed up.

I'm sorry, best friend/brother/best person in the world.

Last night when we were talking, it was the happiest I've been in awhile due to the stress I've been under. But when you even mentioned the military it hurt. I couldn't lose you. We've grown so close without even meeting yet and I just couldn't imagine my life without you. I can't even imagine that now. You're my hoop to my basketball. I hope we NEVER go through any more struggle because I do not want to imagine my life with out you.

If you were just another person, I wouldn't of cared. But you're not.

You're better than the rest.

I'm sorry.

:(

Forgive me?

PS.

What is a "jawn?"

I absolutely hate how we are now.
Each time I think about it, my hearts hurts even more.

We had so many good times together and just for them to be ruined by a title, an arrangement, a relationship.

I loved you.

You loved me.

You love her as well.

It's life. I do forgive you.

It hurts, but I do forgive you.

Three years, ruined in two weeks.

We can never be friends.

We can never have any kind of future.

Just because we have a history.

We enjoyed the time we had together, the laughs, the smiles, and some times tears.

We shouldn't of done what we done, but it's done. Can't turn back time.

I learned that I shouldn't trust even somebody who you know for so long.

The one you trust the most, will turn on you the fastest.

I still love you as a part of my past.

I still miss you.

I hope you have a very happy and successful future

& when you listen to MJ, think of me.

When you play ball, think of me.

Don't regret, just think.

Life will go on.