DAY FOUR:

your siblings (i decided to write about my brothers)

Brian,

you are possibly the best brother in the whole freaking world. when ever i go through a horrible break up or just have a horrible day, you are the one I want to go to. nobody else, just you. but your never there when i need you. hopefully, when you need me, i'll be there. but anyways, your my brother and we may fight more than the average brother and sister, your still my blood brother and your amazingly awesome. -daps.

Kyle,

Usually older brothers are more protective over their little sisters but it's not like that with us. For the fact that your different than other people, i'm protective over you. you may call me bossy but hell, i'm looking out for you. You do have your secret protective moments such as trying to sneak in my room when I had company who were guys over. It's also funny to see when ever I got actual girl friends over, you instantly crush on them *tamra.* but your seriously protective over just not me, but your niece. it's amazing how gentle you are with her and she's always wanting to play rough with you but your always afraid to hurt it. your like the friendly giant. lol. love you ky.

LEWISH,

your not really my brother but omg, your fucking amazing & i'm glad your in my life. I'm glad I went online that day and found you. I knew that we were going to be close when you were straight up blunt with me and every time we talked, I was excited to talk to you and I was devastated when you left. recently, you left to do job corps and oh boy, i missed you like crazy. blood couldn't make us closer & your an amazing kid. & yes, i am going to continue being protective and I will interrogate when ever you bring a girl around. and i honestly don't care if you don't get any that night because i had to do it. I know damn well, when you meet ajay, you'll do the same thing and be protective. all bullshit aside, it's going to kill me when you leave me again. there were so many times i needed to talk to you about the simple things in my life that were going wrong & I couldn't find you. it hurt & i actually felt lost. but your back & i love you crazily. your an amazing, tech n9ne listening, power ranger loving, big brother.

finally KJ,

omg, it's been what 948923048209489023 years since you were introduced into my life. you have literally been there for me, watching me grow up and such. I was devistated when you couldn't come up here in June, but things happen. I'll forgive you but I'll never forget. I was all ready to brag to everybody about my handsome basketballer brother and you never showed up. but one day, we'll unite and we'll play a hard core game of basketball and you'll lose. Until then, i'm planning to get a tattoo of you to recognize how much you mean to me and how much I love you. Just like any brother and sister, we have had our fights, we've had our ups and we've gone through everything. it's crazy ridiculous how were a country apart and we're closer than super glue and skin. you mean the world to me, kj. even though your far away, you protect me like i live with you. i'm still waiting for you to come rescue me and take me away but i'll wait. simple as this, i can't live with out you. you have steered me from all bad things in life and made me realize the important things in life. you have been such an inspiration to me, and even when you feel like your not the most amazing brother is when you are the most amazing brother. you have put up with all my crazy things and i couldn't ask for anybody more special than you in my life. i'm excited to get a tattoo to recognize our relationship & maybe one day you'll get the same one. i love you KJ. your just an amazing brother & regardless of anything, i'll always be your baby sis.