DAY FOURTEEN

someone you've drifted from.

Dear Muffin,

I hate to say it but we've drifted apart and what differs from this and any other friendship is that it hurts more. I don't like the fact we've drifted apart, I actually hate it. I wish we had more we can talk about. I'll understand if you didn't want to be apart of my life any more, I just wish you can tell me instead of trying to push me away.

I miss you, I miss you a lot. It sucks how I have to wake up in the morning and look to my right and see something that is supposed to be something that we have. To be quite honest, it kills me that you haven't got it done yet. I honestly think your not going to get it.

& Maybe I'm wrong, maybe you'll get and we just need a break from each other because we never have anything to talk about. Hell, I don't know. I honestly have no clue what happened to us. It's just not the same as it was a year ago, I miss my old muffin. The muffin who would tell me he loved me and would spend time with me. & I hate to say it but i'm close to tears because I miss you. I hope we can patch up stuff, because a jetplane is nothing without her muffin.

i love you,

jets.

ps. i'm glad i actually got to know why we're drifting and we're not drifting, i just needed to realize sometimes you just need your space and your not a social person sometimes. but i just wanted to tell you, like I have many times that I appreciate you. Even though you live 23498248902 miles away from me, your still one of the best people to enter my life and I know for as long as I'm alive, you'll be there for me. As a shoulder to cry on or a foot to sit on, or just somebody I can tell about my day too, you'll be there. I know your just a text message or an IM away, and I understand sometimes you need your day to yourself & I understand this now. We all do sometimes. But I love you muffin. & if I don't tell you enough, your the fucking best.