DAY THREE:

your parents.

Dear Madre & Padre,

you have given me life and you have seriously gone through hell and back with me from me moving back home to having kids to getting married; but through it all you have never hesitated to help me. You have let me learn from my mistakes and never pushed me to do something I didn't want to do.

moms, i have never been open to you about anything for the fact that I have trust issues, even with my own parents. You have been there to support me and all my brothers and sisters, regardless if I wanted you there or not, you were there. At the end of the day, you let us chose what path you wanted us to go down and not setting a complete life plan for each of your kids that we'll end up breaking. We have had our fights, and I'm sorry for treating you badly when I'm having a bad day, I hope my daughter NEVER treats me or you like the way I treated you. I treated you horribly and i'm extremely sorry. I love you with all my heart and I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you when you needed me the most.

pops, i don't even know what to say about you. we have always been in the kind of relationship where we never talked about our feelings. i remember when i was a kid and you had accidentally hit me and you felt incredibly bad that you wanted to leave the house and I was extremely pissed off at you and I also wanted to leave the house. Mom made us make up and from there, we have had our moments of closeness but once I started having kids, you left me. When I needed you the most. But when you held your grandchild for the first time, I can tell that you had changed yet again. from time I was 15 I realized I was just like you. I would get mad and I would throw things and curse out the world, JUST LIKE YOU; I am a typical fathers daughter. I still look up to you as my daddy. & It hurt Mom, Isabella and I when you had to move 50 miles away. I'm glad I at least get to see you once a week. I just spent a week with you and even though we didn't do anything, it was perfect for the fact that I was there with my dad.

at the end of the day, i love you moms & pops.

sincerely, skee.