Dear Anthony,
It's been 3 years of fights, laughs, tears, and smiles and we've gone through so many break ups to make ups but I know this time it's different. It's the way you talk to me, it's the way you understand me that has me head over heels in love with you. Compared to every other guy I've ever been with, you understand me and you have the most trust and faith in us. I love you. I love everything about you. When I ask you if you want me to leave you alone, I know it annoys you but as soon as I see "no" I know you want me around. I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you when you gave me that list of reasons why you want me and for the longest time I just thought it was sex you wanted from me and I was wrong. I don't care about the reasons why you changed any more because you've changed into the man that I'm crazy over. My friends fight me because they know of all the hardships you put me through a couple months ago and I keep telling them it's different now. I have more faith in us. Your reassurance has me knowing that you won't leave me because of the silly things & I know you will pick me up if I fall. I appreciate you so much, you'll never understand how much I do.
I can't wait until the day that I can be in your arms and actually kissing those lips of yours. I just can't wait to start a future with you & I'm very very very proud to call you mine. I'm going to be there through everything you go through. When you need help with anything, I got you. I have your back regardless of anything. If you have a rough day, I want to be the one to massage your shoulders and your body and just for you to come home to. I want to be that perfect other half.
Your my prince.
Your my everything.
I love you.
ps. I'm super anxious to start a future with you.
ps. I know for a fact now that you won't leave my back. Things may not be perfect with us, but a relationship is always about compromise. At some times I wish we had some more time with one another and if that means I have to stay up until 2-3-4 the morning to be with you I will. It's what people in love do. I know for a fact that your committed to me, the way you talk to me and the way you tell me you love me and the way that you always tell me that your thinking of me proves that you are committed, and the way you are confident in our future as well us. But could you do me a small favor? I need to know that you'll at least tell me you love me once a day. At least that, please? I've chilled out on the attention a lot and you've chilled out on always needing sex, it's just apart of the compromise of love. I really do wish that the time you do have off until the time you have to go to work, you'd at least spend a little bit of time with me. I don't care if were sexing, I don't care if were talking or if your just on the phone with me and it's silence, I just want to know if your committed to me and willing to pay attention to me when I need it. For instance; I was having a hard day and you didn't take the time out not even once to tell me you love me. & Please, don't get mad at this but I know within the years of us being together, this is the first time I find myself madly in love with you and I understand our relationship; I understand that we don't need to talk all the time for me to feel a connection with you and if i'm on your mind; I don't need you to tell me you love me every .5 seconds for me to know. I finally understand us. At the end of the day, I want -scratch that- NEED to be with you, I NEED you. Physically & Mentally. I want to be able to have a child with you, I want to have a house with you, I want to be married to you. I just want to be with you. That's what I see in our future, that and a life time of great sex. But through the high and the low, I got your back. I'm going to remain here until the end of time. I love you.
pss. you have no reason why you should be scared why I would leave you or why I wouldn't want you one day because for as long as we live, I'll forever want you. Just the way you are. Sure we haven't met each other yet but I know, I just know from that first second I will never leave you, as well as you will never leave me. Your my man, and your my soon to be everything. & thank you for always being there for me. For as long as we are together and beyond, I got your back.
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